flowerdumal

I count all the ways and still I haven't got a clue.

I was sitting whit a friend, the wind was blowing hard and I was talking whit him about my life, its been time since I sit and talk non stop about me, I realize all that I had inside, I was angry, I´ve been angry for a long time, and I dind´t realize that, at that momment I wanted to scream, to run, to stop everything and just start over. I realize that I have to do that, stop and start all over, I have to stand up and start doing something and start loving and stop hating. I really don´t have room for me to be feeling this way.

Just wanted to say: Finally its March!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! only 20 days to my b-day!!!!!!!!!! Finally Im not sad or angry or suicidal or nothing!!!!! just plain old fashion crazyness.